This fucking boy… I’ve never had such strong feelings for anyone in my entire life and I don’t know if I hate it or not. He’s my best friend and I love him to death in that sense, but I just can’t help having extra feelings for him. Our personalities fit so perfectly it’s sick. I have never had a bond like this with any other human being… ever. I could see myself marrying this boy. How terrifying is that. He pisses me off more than anyone I know, he knows every single one of my buttons and how to push them, he can tell when I’m uncomfortable, and he knows how to make me feel safe. We’re absolutely perfect together. However, we both friend-zoned each other very hard, as weird as that sounds. I know we both know how perfect this could be I just don’t know if he wants to try this out for real. I just think I’m going to try and make an effort to show him that I don’t want him in that “friend zone” anymore and I’ll see what comes. I’m tired of being disappointed and not knowing the possibility of us. I’m willing to try, so I guess it’s just up to him at this point. Come what may.
- Jake Bugg (Q)